Rambling, questioning, trying to figure it out

And then you change something. You have a shift on your conscience and yet you don't know exactly what changed. Something did. But, what? What if you realized something that other people didn't? What do you do? How to distinguish if it is something of a higher level of consciousness or if it's just or ego talking?


How to know if it's true or if it's just your mind talking out lout?

Once I had this class about the difference of emotions and feelings and it was said that emotions came from the mind while feelings were the union of emotions and thoughts. Somehow that was supper clear to me. But now, how to differentiate one from another when to you're in the middle of the process?

I never really got it why people said that it wasn't ewe wise to take any decisions i in the middle of the process. Now I know. Better, I truly understand.

On the bright side, I didn't have to take any huge decisions these days but still, there are so many questions.


They say a trip can be a life changing experience, specially if you're on that journey alone. I guess I wasn't prepared for that much change, even though I don't know exactly what changed. Maybe, just maybe I might know what changed but what makes me more curious is not knowing how it happened exactly.

Guess I have a lot to meditate on.

Let's continue on the path and see what we can find.

NAMASTE!